Wednesday, July 13, 2011

30DBC05: Suicide

Or, as the topic actually reads, A time I thought about ending my own life.

Um…..I don’t know.  I mean, I do.  But that’s a hard one to narrow down.  I don’t think I’ve ever been suicidal, per se, but yes, there have been seasons in my life where I’ve thought, man, it’d be an easy out to just steer this ol’ car a little too far to the left…..

I think if one were honest, anyone would say there have been times where life just gets HARD.  So hard that you wish, even for a moment, for just an easy out.

And I’ve had those moments.  And I’ve faced them head on.  And I’ve moved past them.  And I’m not so naive to think that I might not have those moments again.  But I’ll face those moments head on, too.

And I’ll live to blog another day.

1 comment:

Sara said...

It was a weird one. I just went to the hardest time in my life for me to "deal" with, kwim? Still...weird.